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Monday, June 7, 2010 Hey, this blog is extinct...but i guess some things you just cant say out loud... To whom it may concern, Im disappointed, hurt, angry and devastated all at once.. I do not know how to react anymore..Maybe im too stunned to say anything, too angry to comment, and too sad to pick myself up... Never have i felt this empty in my life...This hollow feeling is killing me softly and painfully...,I wished i had more strength...i doubt this post will ever be read by you so i guess this will be a forgotten post just like how im being forgotten day by day.... All i know is that everytime i get a reply from u, it means the world to me...But when u dont, i guess i'll cry myself to sleep.. The pain is real and only ALLAH has seen the buruk-ness of me crying...But i guess it stays with ALLAH..Big Boys dun cry, rite? What pains me the most is u giving up on this relationship...Never have i loved so much and yet it all ended on the pretext on not communicating...We could work things out but no, it had to end... I believe this crossed your mind for the umpteenth time..u keep asking whether i wanted this to end and i kept saying, 'have i ever said that?' but maybe that was a sign i failed to see that you just wasnt so interested as before, because if u were, we could have worked things out... There are bound to be quarrels and misunderstandings in a relationship rite? but y cant i say how i feel? y? why must i just wrap it up so u'll feel happy?? Thats called movies ar dramas.. what i gave u was reality... But i guess reality is always harsh..But they said love would pull you thru the darkest hour, so where was the love? I noe that hoping that u would come back is like hoping Israel and palestine will be friends...But theres still hope, rite? Im living on hope rite now., Hope that one day, u'll be ok to accept me again..Even if i have to live with one-answered replies, i'll grit my teeth and go thru it...simply because i love u and thats the only thing that matters... But i guess this is all i have left, Feelings that cannot be translated anymore... *You not only meant the world, you meant everything to me. But here i am feeling so hollow. But my prayers will always be with you. Remember, I LOVE YOU, always have and always will.. |