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Friday, April 25, 2008 I really love friday prayers. It really shows off the humillity of each muslims. From the blazer-wearing businessmen to the people who keep our environment clean. Really, all of us just prostrate to the ALLAH. Its a show of FAITH. Anyway, remember my post about the time i blogged that my unofficial GURU was down with lung cancer?? Here goes another post for him....Read ok?? Its the last i can do for him... I was in class, learning the science of humans when my handphone beeped. One look at the msg confirmed my fears. It read: "Innalillah, abg Selamat telah meninggal dunia." I was stumped. I re-read the message not believing my eyes. I know that his condition was deterioratating but i just wanted to see him one more day and that was to be on TODAY. But it was not meant to be. I could not concentrate on whatever that was screened and i actually left class early. Unsure what to feel. Sad because he moved on? Or happy that his sufferings is relieved? I felt neither and just walked quickly towards the MRT. I reached home and was told to wait by my dad so that we can pay our condolences together. Upon reaching his house, i did not even give salam,i just walked straight into his room. 3 weeks ago i saw him sitting, unable to lie down on the bed, now he was about to lie down for the rest of time. I looked at his face. It looked tired possibly relieved but at the same time you could feel the distinct calmness about the look that was upon him. I stood quietly, read Yaasin for him before leaving the room. People were starting to come to pay their respects. My family went home. The next morning, I went to his place again. This time waiting for him to be showered. It was over an hour when it was done. Sounds of soft sobbing followed his body. Tears just poured down my cheeks. The rain started to fall softly as though rejoicing his return to ALLAH. I waited forr all the family members to kiss him on the forehead before making my move. Bending slowly, selawat before i kissed his cold forehead. Still remebering him said to me, "We make a great team". After all that, it was time to pray for him. The amount of people was fantastic. Most of them took off for that day just to make sure they see him off one last time. Ustaz Burhanuddin walked up to his body and said."Haji Selamat adalah seorang insan yang sederhana namun mengambil berat tentang anak2 yatim. Saya datang dari Indonesia 4 tahun yang lalu dan telah memberitahu haji selamat tentang anak2 yatim yang ada disekolah saya. Dan dia selalu sangat prihatin tentang keadaan mereka." Subhanallah. Such humility. That was one fact that i did not know about him. His brother, my guru mengaji now led the prayers. Then it was to his new 'home'. As he was lowered in, it started to drizzle. The feeling was subdued but many were gushing about all his positives. A strong sense of emotion swept me as the earth was heaped onto him. Yes, the sparkle in his eyes i will never forget. I will never forget how he made a LOCAL vietnamese complete reading the Quran in 2 years. I will continue that legacy. I will teach the Quran to anyone who wants if they approach me. And i will teach anyone, slow or fast like the way he did, without flinching or sighing. With that i end with InnaliLLAH..... Tuesday, April 22, 2008 Hello hello!! I guess work is driving me to boredom until i just feel like blogging. But today's post is for my beloved ARSENAL FOOTBALL CLUB.....here goes... Before it began, we lost the man who was ARSENAL, Henry. His goals, charisma and flair were brought with him to sunny spain. To Barcelona to be exact. With that went any lingering hopes that we could challenge for honours at any rate. The season began and the usual silky football captivated the world and the fans were behind all the way, hoping for a miracle. It started off victories after victories, goals after goals. Suddenly, belief started creeping into our hearts. It seemed like a miracle was unfolding. The pundits predicted we wont be even in the top 4 but then we were sitting pretty on top of the table. Adebayor, Fabregas, Flamini, Almunia, Gallas, Clichy all played like champions. And Eduardo was starting to warm our hearts. But then tragedy struck when Eduardo broke his leg. Gloomy clouds started to form and then we started to fall apart. We were still sexy but not ruthless. We were torn apart by Manu, blown by Liverpool then chucked aside by Chelsea, and with that ended our season trophyless yet again. But we have youth, something that the whole world envies. But i think too many youths are quite a recipe for disaster. Tempers will flare, ego will bulge and emotions will take over. But the belief is there. There is next season to look forward to. With the youths maturing. Be warned, never write off ARSENAL because next seasoan is a whole new season and like they say, THE BALL IS ROUND. *Life is a roller coaster, dunt u agree?? Saturday, April 19, 2008 Salam once again.. Da jadi makcik2 seyy Hafiz..Like lots of things to talk about...!! Before anything, I would like to extend my ucapan takziah to Syahir atas pemergiaan Ayahmu..Semoga ALLAH mencucuri rohnya adan memberkatinya.. Thats a total of 3 untians who have lost their fathers within this year and its not even June yet. MasyALLAH... Very scary...But life have to go on so the best policy is to accept it, take it and improve on ourselves. My days are getting hectic, schedule getting tighter and nites getting shorter! Hahax..Really, as hectic as it is, I miss my family! Gosh...I keep coming home late after the whole day outside (bz with work and research.) And then my family leaves for work and school early in the morning. So im pretty much doing things on my own. But AlhamduliLLAH, i still can breathe, eat, sleep, drink and play just like any human beings. But gosh, im feeling the heat now. My driving TP is on the 27th June but I have 14 more practicals to go through and Im dead!!!!My parking is not yet flawless and my braking definitely have to be improved but overall controlling speed is not my cup of tea. So hopefully I can somehow,miraculously squeeze driving in my timetable. Anyway, here's an interesting quote: Mr S.R Nathan(2002):- There are 3 different kinds of birds that we must look into. The Eagle, Vulture and Chicken. The Eagle Make things happen. The Eagle perches itselves on the mountains,preying for its meal, swooping down and then collecting it. The vulture wait for things to happen, waiting for other animals to catch its prey before coming for their share. The chicken wonders what will happen! it wonders what time it will be fed. Well that bit of info can be related to us humans. The Eagles are the people who always try to rectify something or try to play a bigger role in anything they do. they are usually ur leaders. The vultures are the laid back people who goes with the flow and try to blend in. The chickens are the people who dont even know what they are doing. They are usually the people you would LOVE to HATE. For that, i rest my case. *So which bird are you....? Monday, April 14, 2008 Aha, so im here again. Happy Birthday Farhana(Unity)! Well, da besar seyy.Rmbr 1/6?.Rmbr CCA leaders?.Yeah, may all your future endeavors be blessed by ALLAH...And persevere ok?Bcos u can do it...=)) We are all behind u! Feeling bored currently...Work done so im pretty much slacking my ass off. Anyway. Im quite mad at what I've been seeing near my workplace. There's this place called the ROGUE. Its a pub/bar. And my word alomost 90% of the workers there are Malays! And in Singapore, Malays are linked to being Muslims so can u imagine how i feel? Angered. Yes, very angry. I mean come on. I do not deny that those kind of jobs pay well but then isnt it wrong? Isnt it betraying what your forefathers have fought for? To make Islam a religion that billions believe. I can almost imagine all those losers celebrating hari raya later this year. Hypocrites. Anyway, it sucks larr. I just hope they know that what their doinng is wrong and repent quickly. As for now my schedule is becoming hectic. I start at 10.30 and finish at 6.30 for weekdays and i work on sats as well. And my dear soccer team, PAIX, lost again. Yup, we crashed out of another tournament pathetically. It sucks. We always come with so much believe and hope only to be hampered by the posts, own goal and misses. I just pray for that day when i can take home a winners medal! Moving on. I love that Masjid Maulana Ali. Its such a stark contrast to the mad hectic rush at town area. The mosque is air-con and its totally dope! Can sleep for awhile. hehe. So if u are at Raffles and need to pray, head down to OUB bank. The mosque is at the basement. *I wish people realise that world is ending. I need to realise to.. Saturday, April 12, 2008 Hello there once again.. I have like so many things to like blog nowadays. Klau mood da datang.. Anyway, its about to rain cats and dogs right now. Yup, im at work. Hardworking u know. Hehe. Well what do u know, im pretty much resigned to fate that i cant make it poly and stuff but like they say, "Ade hikmah disebalik musibah.".."Ader udang disebalik mee." Whatever it is, my problems are just small.Like a drop of water in the ocean. OK, now try doing this. Imagine a block. 5x5 which makes 25 houses. Imagine that in each house, there are 2 people staying in it. That makes a total of 50 people. Now imagine each and everyone of them facing their own problems, be it small or big. So do u now get it how tiny our problems are? I get it, so im thanking ALLAh all the time for whatever it is. U should too, so u'll feel good about ur life and not wallow in self-pity. Life is about challenges, everyone noes that. But its about how u face it and take it head on that makes u diff from the rest. Its about how u face it and then turn it around so it becomes posititve. On a lighter note, I tried this everytime i wake up in the morning. I smile. Just a simple light smile. And with thanking ALLAH for the extra day he have given me. Of course if ur faith is different, just smile when u wake up in the morning. U WILL feel different. As though ur day cannot go wrong..=) *Stressed from ur problems? Look at the guy/gal in front of u. You are not ALONE....=) Friday, April 11, 2008 Newsy News on the Hafiz Jabbar channel. Good Morning. A murder suspect is currently under investigations for the murder of 2 fellow lives. The murder at YEW TEE involved cups and water. During the lunch hour rush, police received a distraught call from a lady claiming to have just murdered. Upon reaching the scene the police saw the 2 dead bodies lying naked with their heads swelling. The lady, identified as 'yule'(name could not be realeased due to suspect being a minor.) was arrested on the spot and was detained for questioning. The dead bodies were then taken for autopsy. Upon investigation it was revealed that the murder was one of the most brutal in recent history. The autopsy revealed that both the deceased were suffering from severe brain damage which was swelling rapidly. After hours of investigations, the police finally came out with the report. (This report was taken directly from 'yule' who was on a lie detector. Therefore lying is not permitted or she will be electrocuted.) "I was walking into the kitchen when i heard sounds. I got scared since I was home alone. However i continued washing the dishes. It was when i started washing that i felt something touching me. I freaked out and dropped the cup i was washing. He was huge and looked as though he just came out from the toilet. All wet and dirty. My instinct was to save the house, so i on the tap full blast to scare him. But unfortunately he drowned and died. Feeling terrified, i tried to calm myself down by drinking water, however, the accomplice was waiting for me and his eyes was menacing. My quickest reaction was to grab the poisonous gas and bamboozle him with the gas. I continued until there was no sign of life." 'yule' is now under probation since the judge have ruled murder out of this case. The judge was quoted as saying that 'yule' was doing self-defence. However, the manner in which she murdered was terrifying and she will be sent for counselling as well. The 2 Dead LIZARDS will be cremated at the Mandai Crematorium this afternoon at 5pm. Well wishes from Baygon and shieldtox will grace the ceremony. Since an overwhelming response is expected, pls book ur tickets at SISTIC before coming. With that, i rest my case. Hafiz Jabbar, Newsy News Productions. Saturday, April 5, 2008 Salam dear readers. I am practically down this days. Firstly, i did not make it to Poly. Which really sucked big time. But thanks to NuRool and others, im feeling much better. Anyway, the real reason im feeling extremely down-hearted was because of yesterday. Lets begin. This man was a silent mentor, a quiet motivator, a true Muslim. A man who believed that anyone could read the Quran. He managed to get a Vietnamese to complete reading the Quran within 2 years when others gave up on him. SubhanALLAH. I first got to know him at the young age of around 6-7 years where i was always running around in the mosque, sleeping at the side when i feel like it and have always wanted to read the Quran eventhough i dun noe how! The older people would shut me off by letting me read maybe 1 line of the Quran and then i would just have to listen to them reading, which made me sleep. But then this man was different, he allowed me to read my heart out, correct my mistakes softly, sincerely and teached me again and again without flinching or without a SIGH. He believed that one day, i would be able to read the Quran properly and correctly and i did. Of course my reading is not perfect but i can now confidently read the Quran. And thanks to his patience. He was my unofficial guru. We made a great Quran reading team during Ramadhan, each complementing each others reading. Coolly correcting each other's mistakes. But then yesterday, was the day that is one of the saddest of my life so far. As i entered his room, there he was, in front of me, hunched over, needing oxygen to help him breathe. The man who once taught me is now fighting a lonely battle against LUNG CANCER. And all i could do was sit and watch him cough, struggle with his breathing. I wish i could sincerely do more for him. Tears started flowing as soon as he started speaking. I could not help myself to see such a person crumbling but with that kind of spirit to keep on fighting. But i have the deepest respect fo him. Everytime he coughed or felt pain, he would just repeat that its a test from ALLAH. He could still smile, look directly in my eye and say, "we make a great team". He still managed to give advises but the most touching thing was that he asked for forgiveness! How humble can a person be. As i type this out, the images of him are still vividly etched in my mind. As i kissed his hand leaving him to fight his battle, i still remember the time i was 6 and reading in front of him. Even at this point of time, his eyes had the same sparkle for as long as i could remember. Mr Selamat bin Sardon, my prayers will always be with you. ALLAH is always near a sincere person like u. You have touched so many lives in front of you and you are still touching mine. *Please my dear friends, never forget what your teachers have done for you. Never Ever. Tuesday, April 1, 2008 So here i am at work, getting sleepy at work , so decided to blog a little...have to run down to bank in a cheque... Anyway, before i go on i would like to send my condolences to Farhana Unity and her family for the lost of her father. InnaliLLAH... But life have to go on so stay strong girl, we are always behind u...Amin. Btw, Happy Belated Birthday to Shazana. Lina Shazana. She celebrated her birthday i think on the 22nd so yeah..Happy Birthday oldie. God bless always yarr..=) Finally after making my butt bigger at home, i finally got a job at Raffles Holiday! AlhamduliLLAh.. i need the money since now i have to get stuff myself and my bank's money is slowly dipping so i have to stop that slide..hahax... But seriously, office job is so not my kind of job...I actually sat like 4 hours straight in front of the comp!!!Whoa... Ooo...If u are an avid bookworm, i would sincerely recommend these books...
The first 2 are sort of inspirational books but read it with an open mind, especially the 2nd book. The third book is fictional. Fast paced and exciting. U'll be licking your lips wanting to noe more. *Life is extremely extremely short...Enough said... |