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Tuesday, November 20, 2007 Salam to all... My mind have been but a blur...Things are not going the way they should...Tears have been shed, fears have been confirmed, my life is but a blur....Im not sure what have got into me....I detest it but yet i did it...what is wrong with me??? I swear i did not want it to happen this way....I wanted things to go my way, wanted things to be rosy, to be fulfilling...But no, it had to take a sharp turn...My plans are all going down to waste... Life is but a blur.... How will it affect me??Im not sure, but im ready for it....Im ready to face the music ready to accept the fact, ready to embrace it with open arms... Life is but a blur... Im regretting every moment of my life now....Every moment...I know i do not deserve alot of things but the flow have been good to me and im enjoying it...But its on borrowed time...The flow have ripples starting to form and before long, im expecting a wave crashing down on me...Thats y i need to stop certain things, so that the flow will be back and my life hopefully gets back on track... Hatiku merayu rindu, kasihku padamu syahdu....Ampunkanlah segala kesilapanku, akanku menjadi muslim yang baik dan bertauliah..Hidupku bagaikan nakhodah yang berlalu di lautan dengan tidak berpandu, hanyut mengikut gelombang... Dear readers, if there is anytime that i have done any wrong to u, please forgive yarr...Be it my actions or words...If u need me to ask 4 forgiveness rite in front of u, tell me, and i'll be there... *Good luck to your future endeavors, because i know i am a nuisance to you....Thanks once again.. |